May 8, 2021 - Chapter 41
Wow😱 I can’t begin to even tell you where I thought I would be at this chapter in my life well probably👵🏻 old as f#ck. Truth be told I am not certain that I ever thought that far ahead🤷🏼♀️.. literally like EVERRRR. Like most women I would have assumed the typical things I would have been long 💍married by now, and certainly I never thought I would be confident enough to model in lingerie👙 ads much less wear them. Society gives us this false sense of who we should be and become as we grow up. Like there are certain milestones to hit at specific time frames in your life. Then if you do not meet those milestones, somehow you are less than. I say wtf ever, because clearly at chapter 41 in my life I’ve had a lot of growth.🥰 There for it is a success for me because it is my life and there is no other me so why the F#ck would I compare it to someone else’s life. Now don’t get me wrong just like everyone else I still have a lot of growing to do, I don’t think that growth will ever end and honestly it shouldn’t for any of us. I can honestly say I never thought at 41 I would be 😭mourning the loss of my 💚 Dad, that has been the greatest 💔 heartbreak I’ve ever known, if only I had one more day, in reality I would settle for 60 seconds. Guess that is why this moment is called the present and we should learn to cherish it as such, but sadly we get caught up in our day to day lives that we do not realize how rapidly it flies by us.